Me And My Life

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

hello... what can I update about? well, today I had work. did alot of cutting and stuff. stand for about 6 hours straight then headed for lunch. nothing much happen today. after work, came home and rest.

tomorrow will be waking up alittle earlier cause i'm going tot the airport to send james and joette off. they will be going back to australia for their studies. and i think they will be coming back end of the year. will miss them alot.

I manage to apply for my leave this saturday cause its captains ball day with other churches. I know that this day is about having fun and spending time with your fellow brothers and sisters in christ from other churches. but i realised that it had become a very competiting thing. many people just want to have a good team and win. so everyone became very competitive. even me myself think of that too. think of winning and stuff. but i know its wrong. so i want to go out there this saturday and have fun. i heard will be playing against BPMC. looking forward to that. looking forward to catch up with friends. even grace methodist. and so many other more churches.
Lord, would you come and be with us even as we play those matches. come and remind us that its about family and relationship. and not about winning or losing. teach us to love.

Tomorrow will be jamming once again with the band. i want to go there and enjoy myself playing drums and worshiping Him. and not having the fear or thought that i'm not good enough.

As you all can tell, i'm trying to type out the full word. trying not to type short form anymore. haha.

I miss you alot. things might not turn out the way it is in your life right now but never ever give up. the things he say might be hurtful but most importantly is that you take it the right way. proof him wrong. dont ever give up. Do it for me at least. i love you.

9:33 PM

Saturday, July 14, 2007

hello all... as you can see, my comp is Finally back to normal. but after being able to use the computer, i realised that i dont really have anything to do on the comp le. maybe last time i would play lots of games on it but now.... i dont even wanna play games. maybe thats a good thing in a way. but maybe it takes some time before i start playing games again. or maybe because i dont hav much time to use the comp oso. have to sleep early cos got work the next dae. after work got plans so come home late. haha...

anyway, work hav been rather tiring for me. normally i would end work at 4 or maybe abit earlier but this past few days, i hav been going home ard 6 plus. erm... im not complaining n stuff but its just make me really tired everydae. haha. but its also fun at work cos i get to learn alot of stuff. n get to eat alot of many different kind of food. todae is sat n finally i got my off dae tmr. haha

the new sem has started. the time table is kind of funny. haha. its like mon i start work at 12pm (yeah) but ends work at 7pm (boo). so i oso donno wat to feel. haha. im happy to start late but sad to end late. ohh well... i guess i cant always hav it my way.

Church... it hav been fun n my walk with God is rather good. have been doing my qt recently n stuff. great stuff. going for jamming with the band. fun fun fun. now as part of the leaders in teens cell, more resposibility n more commitment. but nothin to be afraid about cos we hav a God that is big enough to handle every fear or problems we have. but now i need to pray about somethings. jyc n teens meeting clashes with one another. which one does God wans me to go? Work hav been ending late for me and how am i be able to go for meetings n stuff?
God speaks...........

thats all for now.... take care y'all. jarnei.

5:27 PM

the guy

Name: Lionel

if you think you are beaten; you are if you think you dare not, you dont if you'd like to win, but you think you cant it's almost a cinch you wont if you think you'll lose; you lost for out in the world we find sucess begins with a person's faith it's all in the state of mind life's battles dont always go to the stronger or faster hand they go to the one who trusts in God and always thinks "i can!"

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