Saturday, March 31, 2007
todae woke up early, get change n left to hse. walking towards the mrt, shawn called n sae that match hav been cancelled due to the feild is nt in a gd condition todae. so in the end, no soccer for us n if shawn would hav called me a min later, i would hav boarded the train. haha... so in a way, im glad that he called me jus in time.
well, yesterdae i was home the whole dae n ard 5, i headed down to tany's place. sharon was there n of cos sean was there. watch one episode of naruto n one episode of bleach n its time to leave the hse. headed down to bugis to meet the rest n walk to shaw tower for our dinner. pork chop rice... haha... this is the 2nd time some of us ate in this week but it still taste as gd. after dinner, walk pass this ice-cream shop n some pop in n bought. the ice-cream there is gd. love their ram n raisin n chocolate. after that, headed down to church for combined prayer meeting. we prayed for the church like the worship hall, chior room, the cafe, carpark, n many many more. we oso prayed for the different congregation n prayed for the sick. i think that it was a really great time of prayer yesterdae. after that, headed home.
Once again, i was thinking abt stuff again. but this time, it wasn't abt sad sad emo emo kind of things but instead, i was thinking abt friendships. like how some who once was close ended up being so far from one another. like how they use to hang out so often, after going to their different ways, they change. how people change so much. but thinking alot of it n realising that this is where they grow n learn more. we should really step away from our comfort zone, go to another place, mix with diff people n make that ur comfort area again. thats where we learn so much n grow from that. imaging u were to stick with ur own grp of frens ur whole life. u wouldn't even be expose to the world out there. the many ppl that need ur blessings. the ppl where life can be touch by u. n wat happens if u jus stick to ur own grp n nv mix ard? u will tend to depend on that person more. n when one dae, ur fren jus need to leave u, even for a short period of time, u will find it so hard cos all u do is to depend on that one person or grp. n once u depend so much on that one, Where does God stand in ur life?
We need to put Him first. we need to look up to Him n nt own ourselves, nt own our frens. even in relationship. a complete relationship would be God, u n me. it wont be complete without God in it.
To those who hav been feeling really far away from God, do come back.
This is some of the things u might be thinking like:
How to come back? it feels wierd.
Whats the point of coming back? it makes no difference.
Everytime i thought of coming back, but on that dae, i jus dont feel like it.
Etc
Etc
Etc
It is gd oready that u all r thinking of coming back but donno how. its is gd that u r thinking abt all this. now, its up to u guys to take that first step in coming back. that first step is always the hardest but once u take that step, u will feel better. u need to force urself no matter wat to come back. Cos thats wat we need. Come back guys....
11:01 AM
Thursday, March 29, 2007
The internet connection is giving me headaches man. took me so long to even come to this page to update. haha... anyway, i hav been kind of lazy to update. sometimes oso donno wat to update. hehe.
We celebrater Miaofeng's Birthday. This is some of the pics i cope from other's blog. hehe.
Does it look like a cake? Make by Yingnuo, Vic, Sam n Yingnuo's maid. hehe. Yum Yum.
Surprise!!! The look at miaofeng's face was priceless.
Wat surprise her??? ummm????
Tany, Me, Matt, Andy n Sean.... wat a crazy idea n everybody was looking at us. but for our sister, we will do anything. haha. on the paper bag was written " Hi Miaofeng Happy 12th Birthday haha". hahaha...
Prayed for Her.
Matt n Andy
Sean n Matt
Sam n Me
Sam, me n tany in the movie Stomp The Yard
Sean jus cant wait to eat his yummy food.
Lovely couple with their lovely ribs.
Sam, mf, vic, crystal, nuo n rite behind Andy
Cast n Crew of a great movie
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todae went to play pool n snooker with benw n matt. after that, went to far east to walk ard. wanted to buy a pair of shoes but too bad it doesn't hav my size. ohh well... will get it some other time.
exams r coming. next week mon, tues n wed will be my major theory exams n i seriously need to study for it. kind of worried cos i donno alot. studied yesterdae at abi's hse but still think that i hav nt studied enough. will be studying again this sat after soccer. i need prayer. pls pray for me ya. thx alot.
waiting for my comp.......
i guess that abt all... take care. jarnei.
9:24 PM
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
yesterdae, i went to sch in the afternoon ard 2.30pm to present my project. it was alright. but donno if they like it. ohh well.... after that, i left n went to PS to meet some of them cos we hav movie later at 7.40pm. we walk ard for awhile, went into yamaha to look ard. then headed to kopitiam to had our dinner. soon after that, everybody came. n after dinner, went to buy some drinks n snacks at carrfour then headed to cathay. quite a no of us went for the movie.
Girls: nuo, mf, vic, sam, emily, may, kel
Guys: Brian, tany, jiahao, matt, andy, sean, benw, lionel
15 of us went to watch "Stomp The Yard". for me, i think the movie was alright. but if to were compare with "You've Got Serve", i think "You've Got Serve" is better. Stomp the yard is more of slapping n stomping while You've got serve is more on Breakdance n hiphop. but i still enjoy it alot. after the movie, tok abit n do some actions from the movie like the pyton n the wolf. haha... then headed back home.
Hope u guys enjoy it as much as i enjoyed it. hope to get more of this in future.
Thank You all for making this happen. =)
JARNEI!!!
10:44 AM
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
some updates of my week.... well, for the last exam, i think i did nt bad. but im oso nt sure how i'll get. but i dont really wanna think abt it cos im gonna let God to take control.
Sch had been aright for me... more slack oready cos the ending of the semester is coming. my practical is over n left the exams. so i will hav some daes off if its on a practical day. about the theorys, most of it is done so jus got to wait for the exams to come n for me to study. Im still kind of lazy to look for my attachment. i need strength man. i need to find one. but i donno where. i need to pray about it.
one thing in my mind right now is that when im having my attachment, i wont be able to go to church that often n im afraid to fall deeper n deeper. even right now, i noe that my walk with God isn't as gd n i noe that i hav nt put in the effort to go back to Him. Sometimes i blame on God for letting me be so far away but the truth is its nt His fault but my own. He has given me the freedom to make choices but i hav been making the wrong choice. walking the wrong path. i need to go back to God. i need to climb back up. i need to noe how to do that. i hate it when i always think of all this n i dont do anything about it. i hate to climb up n fall again n each time i fall, i fall even harder. currently, im serving jyc n as a leader, i dont wan them to follow my footstep. to do wat i do. God teach me how.
Sundae, yc was great man. worship was powerful n word was awsome. uncle sam was our speaker n he spoke abt man to raise up. to be resposible n be "the man". i was quite suprise at myself when i didn't really feel tired during that sermon. n i wasn't even playing games on my fone. but instead, i was jus listening to wat uncle sam was saeing. he started of with a short worship n in that worship, i felt that God is in the house. I felt the peace. n when he start speaking, i jus cant take my eyes of him. dont even wan to go toilet. haha. i went to sit alone that a corner n listen n the things he said really impacted me alot. n its true that GUYS should raise up n do wat is right. Thank u uncle sam. n his magic trick is cool man. i wanna learn but i shall nt. cos the fun part is to be amaze. it wont be that exciting if u oready noe that trick isn't it. haha. so yup.
yesterdae, we had a surprise for queen... n she was surprise abt 3 times in a row. hahaha... im glad that she is happy. todae is her actual birthdae so..... HAPPY BIRTHDAY to U. age doesn't really matter oready but her heart is still as young as how God created it to be. Soft n Caring. Thank you queen jie jie for everything.
about surprising her, matt,benw,andy,brian n me went to pool fusion to play. played abt 1 hr n was kind of tired so everybody headed back home.
todae, 3 of my cell leaders had departed to a place where God had called them to go. Jing, dawn n reggie. im sure gonna miss all of them but im gonna miss reggie the most. she is my mentor. the one i turn to if i need anything. the one i can share with. the one that pulls me back to the right path. Thank u mentor.
after sending them back, i was to go to sch but i was late n so i went home instead. will be watching movie tonite with some of the yc ppl n im looking forward to that show. hope its gd.
tmr i wont be having sch cos thursdae im having my big big exam le. so tmr im gonna rest n do abit of my work. haha. so fast n its the big exam. hope to do well in this. i think this exam is abt the same as the previous one but jus slightly different. nt sure how it is like yet so ya... got to be prepared for it.
maybe going for a swim later.... see how lah. haha... jarnei.
9:53 AM
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
ohhh man.,,, tmr im having a big exam. its a practical exam n its scary. its different from the others. the exam is called the mystery busket. haha. well, we r suppose to draw lots. n see which item we hav to cook. its a 3 cost meal. main dish, soup n salad. i really hope i choose the rite one tmr.
umm... i cant think of anything to update le...
erm... this sun im having jamming.
will be starting my attachment really soon. trying to do my resume n finding the right hotel to go to. abit lazy though but i noe i cant cos if nt i wont be able to get any hotel to work.
missing the hang out ppl... this week like many ppl seems to be busy with other things.
Good Mood = Good Food
Bad Mood = Bad Food
thats so true. when im having a gd mood, the food i cook taste better. when im having bad mood, the food i cook taste like i donno how to explain. haha...
pity my partner when im having bad mood. haha... when im having bad mood, he hav to do most of the things. haha...
starting to try to be positive n do the right thing. trying to nt think abt the bad things that ruin my dae. ruin my time with my frens. =).
10:49 PM
Sunday, March 11, 2007
A little update on wat i did this past few daes.
well, this week in sch had been reallyh tiring n kind of bad. i was having alot to do in the kitchen n somehow ppl make me get really fed up. i noe that i shouldn't be this way. as a christian, wat would they think of me. wat would they think of christian when they see wat kind of attitute i've gt. having so much in my mind. abt sch, attachment, frens, relationships. in my mind, there r oready so much to think abt. n due to the heat n stress i hav in the kitchen makes it worse. one thing i realised that when doing cooking, u cant hav this kind of moods cos it really spoil ur dae n it spoil the dishes u make. hope this wont happen again.
during sch on thurs, i recived a sms that shock me for quite some time. the sms was send by emily n queenie. at first, i thought it was a joke but after thinking for awhile, emily dont really sms me so it couldn't be a joke at all n y would anyone play such joke. so after realising all this, i really gt nothin to sae but was thinking alot. i guess my frens in sch realised that i was really stone on that dae. sori to my partner n to my frens that i was so stone n blur on that dae.
To auntie May, i noe i hav wasted the chance to tell her this n i would nv hav the chance to do so. but auntie May had taught me alot abt love n to care. abt life. i remb, when i first came to church, i was really afriad of her. cos she would scold me (in a gd way) when im doing things that i shouldn't do. like once i was playing ball indoor n she told me nt to cos the cantonese congregation is ard. at first i didn't like her cos of her scolding, but i realised that she scold is to teach me. thank u auntie may for everything that u hav done. you hav bless me so much. thank u.
todae was combined. after that went to macs to eat then headed to church. played captains ball. the wether todae was hot man. we played under the afternoon sun n i am like burn. even my eyes is red due to the sun... okok my eyes always red. hehe.
anyway, i wanna sae to many of my frens that im sori for at times become moody n emo. haha. sometimes im jus sian, sometimes im jus tired so sometimes i dont tok much n i start to stone. n i hav alot in my mind a times so hope u guys understand. but thank u for cheering me up. i appreciate it.
im going to slp... tired tired. haha.... jarnei.
9:24 PM
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
todae, went to sch feeling really slpy. i guess i feel slpy all the time. haha. todae was cooking so it was better. todae cook alot of egg dishes. like omelette, french eggs, egg sandwich n some other kind of egg dishes. didn't dare to eat alot cos it causes constipation. i bet many of u all dont noe that eggs can actually cause ppl to hav constipation. well, noe u guys noe. haha. i didn't noe it at first until i had class on mon which sae that eggs give ppl alot of protein. more protein then beef. n getting too much protein into the body can cause constipation. haha... see... at least i pay attention in class. haha.
so we cook n cook n it was lunch time. so went to westmall for lunch n after that walk abit then back to sch. had theory after that. we watch some video abt spices n herbs. the lights was off. the aircon was on. sitting at my quiet area, my eyes slowly close n there i was in my dreamland. woke up once in awhile n realised that many others was in their own dreamland too so i go back to slp. haha. woke up, copy some notes n sch ended for the dae. went to change in my casual wear n off to otrium park to meet the rest.
i reach otrium abit too early. so i decided to go upstairs, buy a drink, hear my music n wait for the rest. not long after that, sam called n 4 of them hav reach. went to look for them n slowly, one by one they came. total, 10 of us were there. tany, andy, matt, benwu, may, yingnuo, vic, sam, miaofeng n me. we wanted to eat claypot rice. so we went out but it was raining. walk under shelter n reach the place but it was close. so we started thinking of where else to go. andy noe of a place to eat so he brought us there. walk n walk until we reach the entrance of that place n guess wat... its close oso. haha... so we jus walk back n found this resturant. went in n sit down. we had congee, dim sum n some other sutff. ate alot there n tok alot. always happy to tok to them. cos they nv fail to make u laugh. after dinner, we headed down to this egg tart store n get some egg tarts. some of them bought but i didn't. after that, headed back home. here r some of the fotos.
The girls... hehe.
The guys. tany looks scary man.
This is so retarted lah. haha. candid shot.
Grp picture.
i was looking forward to reach home cos i wanna see bambam. reach home, bambam was bathing n my sis use the hair dryer to dry him n when he is dry, he look so cute cos his hair is all fluffy. haha. play with him abit n now im here updating.
tmr got test. should be easy cos its salard n abit of deep-frying stuff. thought salard is east to do, but its hard to think of ideas to give a gd presentation of the dish. haha... ohh well, tmr i'll see how things is. haha.
10:43 PM
Monday, March 05, 2007
todae i went to sch with the mondae blues. haha. slpy n tired. cos todae was theory the whole dae. tried to keep myself awake but couldn't so slept abit. todae suppose to hav cooking in the afternoon n i forgotton abt it. so i didn't bring my cooking stuff. ended up running ard searching for the things i need for cooking like apron n hat. started borrowing from teachers n frens. haha. after getting everything, we started to do sandwhich. we fry our eggs n waited for the bread to arrive. waited n waited but didn't come. so the chef said "eat up the eggs n clean up". haiz.... in the end didn't do the sandwhich but had eggs to eat. haha. after sch, wanted to go out with ppl but many of them couldn't make it so went home.
when im home, i bath n went online for awhile. soon after that, my sis called n we went to the pet shop to look at my new puppy called bambam. haha. he so cute. we actually got him last week le but when we got him, we was sick so we hav to send him back to the petshop for a week n finally he is back. he is now more playful n naughty. haha. but still not fully recovered.
tmr will be cooking again. after sch, going chinatown to eat claypot rice. yum yum.... cant wait to hang out with the grp again.
kk... now for the ans of the qus i posted in the last post.
Qus: Y is the soccer stadium so cool? (cool as in cooling)
Ans: cos there are many fans. (fans as in spectators) haha... get it?
Qus: Y is bee hair sticky?
Ans: Cos they use honey comb. get it?
i noe its lame. it was told by april so this is her kind of joke. hahaha...
alright going to bed now... jarnei.
11:47 PM
Sunday, March 04, 2007
sori... hav nt been updating cos kind of lazy n busy. sometimes come home late then too tired to update. i'll try to remb wat i did this pass few daes..
umm... there was this dae where some of us meet up for dinner. matt, andy, benwu, tany, vic, yingnuo, mf n myself. 8 of us went to jdj (jian dao jian) to hav our dinner. long time nv eat there le n now get to eat it again. it was great. eat n tok. after that, went to gelato for gelato (ice-cream). sean came n join us. continue to eat n chill out there. tok alot of non sense. haha. did some farting sound using my armpit. haha.. n i realised i can play music with it. went to the toilet n andy try out his funny hairstyle. after that, went to tany hse for awhile to slack n tok. watch our "KLABS" on youtube n hardo gay. haha. hilarious. soon after that, it was late so went decided to go home. all of us went out seperate ways. andy n i were walking together n once again we pass by jdj. we stop n think weather we should eat or nt.. n guess wat? we line up to order our food. haha. eat again n after that headed to the bus stop to take bus home.
on fri, aft sch, went out with my sch frens. wanted to go auntie yulia hse to play cards n slack but ended up at orchard shopping. haha. from sch to orchard, we took so long. cos we took a bus going towards clementi but realised that the trip is super long. so we stop at jln jurong kechil there n took bus 77 to lido there. stop at pepperlunch for lunch n yum yum... all of us were hungry. eat n tok alot. then went to shop abit. cos some of them wanted to buy knief cover. after that, went to taka n walk ard. look at alot of funny stuff. n i nv imaging myself to look at cooking stuff. but yes... i did. n now its my interest. haha. after taka, went to cine to walk ard n look for bags. auntie yulia n allice wanna buy bag. but realised that alot of bags nt very nice so headed to heeren. look for bags again but still got nothin that they like so in the end, we left empty handed.
i took a bus to church. slack abit then its time for cell. i felt something is missing during cell. during worship. i donno wat izzit. i jus dont feel God on that dae. honestly, i hav nt been toking to Him. hav nt been doing my qt. maybe thats the reason im feeling this way. feeling so far away. i need strength. i need prayer. do pray for me guys if u read this post.
after cell, went to kpt to look for ppl to play Lan. after so long, finally can play again. so daniel, jeremy yap, andy, jiahao, brian n me played. this is the faster Lan gaming i played in my life. haha. played only for abt 30mins then we got to go home cos dont wanna miss the last bus/train. but its gd cos i get to fellowship with my brothers the way we did before. haha.
yesterdae, i had a test in sch. i decided to take 3 pieces of note to study n ended up, there is only 1 qus that come out. but i think its quite easy the test but im nt sure wat is my mark for it. sometimes, test can be really easy, but when its too easy, we tent to make lots of mistakes n we fail cos of that. so i only did my paper for abt 15 mins. then went to meet abi. went to hav roti plata near her place. after that, went to her place n slack abit. soon, her cousin came n slowly, more ppl came. her relatives. so i had lunch then went to play with her cousins. they so cute. small, young n playful. playing half way then suddenly heard a "BANG". the bed broke. haha. it was a double decker bed n now, its a single bed. cos her uncle took out the top part of the bed n now there is only one bed. it looks better this way. as in, it looks like there is more space in the room. after that, i was feeling quite tired so i went to slp awhile on the bed. my reson was to test out the bed weather it will spoil or nt. haha. n the rest went to watch tv. i was woken up by arron to eat dinner. woke up n realised that alot of abi relatives had gone back. eat my dinner, then went to a pub near abi place to watch soccer match. ManU vs Liverpool. it was an exciting match. i was cheering for liverpool cos abi like that team. haha. but the results was a disappointment. cos liverpool won. after the match, headed to the bus stop n back home i go. was a tiring dae but i sure had fun.
sundae, went to play abit of soccer before jyc. then its jyc. worship, Ian spoke, Small grp, Pray then lunch. ate abit of jyc food then went to 7/11 to buy swts. went for yc. after that, went to suntec with abi to look at the career fair. wanted to go there to look for jobs that related to my F&B line but it was really disappointed when im there. there is nothin there for me. most of it is for ppl who wans to go uni. ohh well... then abi went home, i went to church for captains ball. its fun but i injured once again. then after that, went to little india to the same nepalese resturant to eat with reg, emily, jiahao,andy, brian, shawn. this time, im much satisfied with todae food then last time. oso donno y. much moore full todae. brian wasn't feeling too well so we left to help him get cab but on sundaes, cab is really hard to find in little india cos on sundae, little india is really pack. so we walk to the mrt staion n headed back home n so here i am typing this. haha.
Two lame jokes i heard todae.
1 - Y is a soccer stadium so cool? (cool as in cooling)
2 - Y is Bee hair sticky?
u noe the ans, tag me n i'll tell u is correct or wrong. haha. remb... its lame so the ans might be out of point. haha
takecare. jarnei.
11:04 PM
Does it look like a cake? Make by Yingnuo, Vic, Sam n Yingnuo's maid. hehe. Yum Yum.
Surprise!!! The look at miaofeng's face was priceless.
Tany, Me, Matt, Andy n Sean.... wat a crazy idea n everybody was looking at us. but for our sister, we will do anything. haha. on the paper bag was written " Hi Miaofeng Happy 12th Birthday haha". hahaha...
Prayed for Her.
Matt n Andy
Sean n Matt
Sam n Me
Sam, me n tany in the movie Stomp The Yard
Sean jus cant wait to eat his yummy food.
Lovely couple with their lovely ribs.
Sam, mf, vic, crystal, nuo n rite behind Andy
Cast n Crew of a great movie
