Me And My Life

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

I hav watch the movie "Da vinci code". While watching it, many question came into my mind. but i was beliving in God n while watching the movie, i was praying so much to ask God to quard my heart. So if u r planning to watch that show, remember one thing. its only a show. if u read that book, its only a novel.

After watching that show, one common question was asked. The question is, "Is Jesus n mary Magdalene really married?".
In that show or in the book, they sae that Jesus n Mary Magdalene was married. All this was said through a picture drawn by Leonardo Da Vinci himself. He drew a picture of the "Last supper".
In the first place, this picture is drawn by a man called Leonardo Da vinci. He wasn't there during Jesus time so the picture might not be how it looks like during that time.
Secondly, Mary Magdalene isn't at the last supper. It is said, "When it was evening, Jesus sat down at the table with the twelve disciple." (Matthew 26:20)
The twelve disciple is:
Simon (also caleed Peter)
Andrew (Peter's brother)
James (son of Zebedee)
Philip
Bartholomew
Thomas
Matthew (the tax collector)
James (son of Alphaeus)
Thaddaeus
Simon (the Zealot)
Judas Iscariot

So there u see, there is no Mary Magdalene in the last supper.

I hope that this will help some of u all who hav question abt this. take care.

9:20 PM

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

To some of my friends that hav been going truth some probs.

I've seen so much that hav happen to all of us. Things that is happening that we do nt wanna face. Things that we wanna hide away from. Truth that we do nt wanna belive. Let me tell u. All this r the lies of the devil. The devil works. Who wants to let the devil win? certernly nt me. Do you? Im sure nt. So y do we hav to let ourselves be put to this kind of things?

Trails n Obsticles... Y r they in our lives at the first place? Let me tell you. God is the one who put this trails n obsticles into our lives. Nt to torture us or do any bad to us but because God belive in us that we would go through this trails n pass it. N even when u pass, these trails will nt stop. It is when bigger trails will be put into ur life. God belives in you. N through all this, thats when we grow n see God even more. Through all this, thats when we seek more of Him.
So hav you wonder wat would be life without all this trails n obsticles? It would be a life without meaning. A life that is so boring. So sometimes, during our gd times, where u felt like life is boring, pray n ask God for testings n trails. Thats when the excitement began. Thats when we learn even more n thats when we lean on Him.

Is there anything to be worried abt in life? i tell u something, No. God is of cos the one that we desire most n the one the we put the first. So y mus we be worried abt cos we noe that God wont leave us at all. Thats for sure.

I Love you my frens n i pray that we will walk through all this nt on our own strength but together with God. He wans to walk with us. So open the doors in ur life n welcome Him in.

Take care. =)

1:21 PM

Friday, May 05, 2006

Im all home alone. my sis in aus studying n mu mum in korea with her frens. so cool. hehe. nw that i hav make my choice in wat to do aft army, i hav no more worries. shall jus leave it all to Him. there is nth to be afraid abt. no the smallest thing n nt even the biggest thing.
What is bigger then Him? nth. i shall put all my trust in Him n nv let go of that. In Him, i will raise. Raise up to me a man of God.

Ohh man... my ankle still hurts alot man. maybe because i did nt take gd care of it. been walking alot like going shopping n stuff n though it hurts, i try to tahan. hehe. nw my ankle hav some bruses. n its still lumpy. Jus gt myself an ankle guard n hope it helps abit.

Later, going to church to play drums while ben wu will be playing base. then after that, will be going for cell. Its at parkmall todae n umm.... donno wat Gods plan for cell todae. hehe. excited n curious.

Well, yesterdae was thinking alot of my past. from young till nw, its been quite a journey. Going through all those ups n downs in life. having to go through those upsetting times. haha... wat a ride i hav been through. But thank God that He hav brought me closer to Him. Thinking abt all my past, the wrong things i did. really make me regret on alot but God hav oready taken the bad things i did before away. Thank You God.

Title: Give thanks
Chorus:
Give thanks with a grateful heart
Give thanks unto the Holy One
Give thanks because He's given
Jesus Christ, His Son

Chorus:
Give thanks with a grateful heart
Give thanks unto the Holy One
Give thanks because He's given
Jesus Christ, His Son

Verse:
And now let the weak say "I am strong"
Let the poor say "I am rich"
Because of what the Lord has done for us

Verse:
And now let the weak say "I am strong"
Let the poor say "I am rich"
Because of what the Lord has done for us

Give Thanks

O Lord, I thank You for giving me a place to paise You n glorify You. I thank You for giving me the chance to have known You n see You. I thank You for picking my up when i fall. Lord, would You come n show me even more? Would You teach me to Love the people around me the way You love them. Your Love endures forever. Teach me to follow the way, to learn from the truth n to see the light. I thank You for every single thing that have happen in my life. I pray all this in Jesus precious name. Amen.

12:24 PM

Wednesday, May 03, 2006

AHHHH!!! its getting nearer n nearer. im gonna be out of army soon. it seem like a short time but its 2 yrs. Abt 2 more months n im done with it. Really cant wait for that dae to come. well, hav been packing my stuff in camp. packing all the things that i need to bring back home. But as i was packing, i jus felt the sadness. of cos im happy to leave army n go study again but when i was packing, i jus felt sad to leave that place. The place i hav been in for 2 yrs. The bed that i slept on for abt 2 yrs. The walk from my main gate to my company line. ohh man... hav nt even left that place n i've somehow missing it. most important, my frens who was with me for that 2 yrs. i'll nv forget them. Nv forget the things we did together through this 2 yrs. the battles we fought together. haha... thinking of it makes me laugh.

Going to study real soon n i gt to get ready for it. i noe its nt gonna be the same as before but its time to pull up my socks n get ready. Somehow, im afraid. Afraid of going to sch n play instead of studying. Afraid that i might lose my forcus in studying. But there is one thing for sure is that i hav frens to help me along n nt forgetting i hav a BIG BIG God.

Gonna update on my walk with HIM... =)
i hav been backsliding for awhile n i jus felt so alone. Felt like God isn't that. Felt like i hav no one to turn to. But all that was in the past. Afew weeks ago, i gt to noe a fren. This fren that knock some sense into me n woke me up from the black world. This fren who repeatedly reminded me to do my QT. Who encourage me to do the right thing. Who help me up when i fall. This fren that God has put into my life. Nw, im jus feeling God. n i jus wanna get closer to Him. Im so desperate to hold onto Him n nv to let it go again. FAITH is wat i need.

Heavenly father, You r my fortress. You r my strength. Lord, i do nt wanna do this out of my own strength but i wanna do things with You. Lord, would u come n take over once again. Im hunger n desperate for You n i wanna hold You n see Your face. Lord, i pray n ask that You open up my ears so that i could hear You even more n i pray that You open up my eyes so that i could see u so much more clearer. Take from me my life n use it for Your glory. Thank You Lord. Amen.

Artist: Third Day Title: Take My Life

Chorus:
Please take from me my life
When I don't have the strength
to give it away to You
Please take from me my life
When I don't have the strength
to give it away to You Jesus

Verse 1:
How many times have I turned away
The number is the same as the sand on the shore
But every time You've taken me back
And now I pray You do it once more.

Chorus:
Please take from me my life
When I don't have the strength
to give it away to You
Please take from me my life
When I don't have the strength
to give it away to You Jesus

Verse 2:
How many times have I turned away
The number is the same as the stars in the sky
But every time You've taken me back
And now I pray You do it tonight.

Chorus:
Please take from me my life
When I don't have the strength
to give it away to You
Please take from me my life
When I don't have the strength
to give it away to You Jesus.

7:20 PM

Monday, May 01, 2006

Its been quite awhile since i last updated. Its the month of May. Abt a month time, n im out of army. Cant wait for that dae to come where i can finally see my pink ic. i wonder how that card looks like. totally forgotten how it is. hehe.
Well, yesterdae i had a great time. in the morning, went to wendy church n realised that the service there is somehow abit similar as ky. after service, went to hav lunch then headed down to ky for yc. both service was great. both speaker is gd n funny. hehe. after yc service, went to meet may in kpt then headed back to church for capts ball. umm... but capts ball todae abit sad lah. hehe. cos like i only play half a game n i sprain my ankle pretty bad. then hav to put ice on it then i went to sgh with wendy. the doctor ah... abit gay ah. gt attitute oso. haiz... nvm. then after that went home n wentdy gt to fu wo back home. hehe. thx.

This wk, im going through a test. A test of my frenship n a test with God.
"Im sure both of us can do it with God"

Dont really hav to mood to sae anything le. donno wat to sae so i guess it ends here until next time. ciao.

6:38 PM