Me And My Life

Thursday, July 27, 2006

hey all... jus came back from a run n nw cooling myself before going to bath. surprise to hear that i went for run? hehe. well, i think that after army, i hav been slacking alot n im getting fat dont u all agree. hehe. ya so im thinking of exercising more. but thats all words. hehe. i dont think i'll hav the discipline to do so but i'll at least try.

well, yesterdae went to church to learn drums from 1pm to 4pm. learn quite alot from my teacher eddie. after that, went to hav early dinner then came back n played the game of life (board game). after that, we home to change n headed down to church again for midnite fishing. went to bedok jetty at ard 12mn then fish n fish but to me, it was kind of boring. wanted to go back home earlier but donno y i stayed through out the nite. i didn't fish acually cos there wasn't alot of fishing rods so i tok with ppl n stuff. later ard 4, everybody went to slp at the jetty there n woke up ard 6. n wondering how come the sun hav nt rise yet. like cant see the sun n we pack up n went back. on the way back from the jetty, we finally saw the sun rise n took pics n stuff then we went to bayshore n took a cab home.

well, i guess thats all. lazy to type le. hehe. will update again soon. take care.

7:27 PM

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

helle all. hehehe... well, jus came back from malaysia yesterdae n it was great i mus sae. at first, i was feeling super sian cos i did nt wanna go to malaysia mainly to visit my relatives cos i wasn't close to them. i mean like how to be close to them when they r like in another country rite. hehe.

150706 sat
reach malaysia at ard 5 then went to one of my uncle work place n there was some of my relatives. chit chat abit then went to hav dinner at some out door hawker center. lots of food there n i would rather go there to eat then in resturant. cheep n nice. hehe then headed to auntie hse n thats where i stay. put down my stuff n had a gd bath. nt long later, 3 of my cousin came together with my auntie n uncle. tok abit then the youth went clubbing n the oldies went to some hotel to chit chat. hehe. the clubs there r gd man. i can sae that the clubs there r better then MS. We went to a posh club called "passion" n its for 21 yrs n above but who cares. hehe. jus pretent to be matured n went in. hehe. then my cousin bf came with his fren n we party. drank quite alot n was almost high but gd thing i noe my limit n i stop drinking. party through out the nite but it ended at 3am. thats the bad thing abt malaysia club is that they end too soon. at least some singapore clubs end at 6am. after clubbing, cousin drive us back n thats for the first dae in malaysia.

160706 sun
Woke up early then went for breakfast at a resturant. had tim sum yum yum with some of my cousin n uncles n aunties. then after that went to shop shop ard at this place cos mid valley. this shopping center is huge man. heard that u shop there for 2 daes oso nt enough. well, i bought a soccer boots there. hehe.after shoping, went to this photo taking place for a family photo taking session. hehe. all my relatives were there n so many hav change. hav nt come back for more then 10 yrs n when i saw them, they look so diff. n i really gt to catch up with them. it was fun. n i realised that i hav 42 relatives there. so many man. but it was fun to hav all of them there. after taking photos, went to hav seafood dinner. nice food. after that went with 3 of my cousin to play cyber. then back to home. well, while slping, the bed broke. hehe. was scary man. dont wanna sae in details here. ask me if u wanna noe. ehehe. lazy lah.

170706 mon
woke up, went for lunch, then headed back to singapore. thinking of it, at first i didn't wanna go over but in the end, i kind of misses it lot. getting to meet my cousin again. catching up so many of them that i hav nt seen in ages. so many of us change. thats gd...

well, went out with abi todae... had quite alot of fun. hehe. tok n chit chat. thx alot man.

8:35 PM

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

Argh..... I really feel like giving up oready. Someone save me.

Lord, the feeling i am having nw is jus bringing me down n i ask God that You will take that feeling away. That feeling is jus killing me n im trying so hard to fight it n keep it away from ppl but Lord to this very hr, i ask that You take it away n You come n take over this. You've seen my hurt in this situation n i noe that You r there beside me when this happen. N i realised through all this that You hav taught me alot. Lord, frenship to me is very important but i'm nt gonna put friendship first anymore n i ask that You be first in my life. Amen

todae, went cycling with Jasmine tan n barney. it was fun. n while cycling, i was reminded of my past. this things that hav happen to me n some other ppl. the probs with frenships. n i was tearing abit when i was reminded abt it n i jus do nt noe wat to do. i was wondering how come frenships can ended up like this. From being close fren to becoming below jus fren. N it did nt happen as time pass but it happen over nite. n i was wondering, it is my fault that all this hav happen. What did i do wrong that this has happen? i started to hav lots of qus abt this. i thought that i knew so much abt being a gd fren but thinking back, i realised that i wasn't gd enough to many ppl. i keep making ppl sad. But, sometimes i jus blame myself for the things i did but i do nt noe wat i did wrong n they wouldn't tell me. n i wonder again. is it me or r they jus having moodswing. well, i jus hope that in future, things will get better. n im still learning to be a gd fren to everyone.

N if ever u all do nt like wat i did or sae or watever, pls pls tell me. Cos i wanna noe my wrong n i wanna learn from it. thank u.

2:46 AM

Monday, July 03, 2006

Hey guys... i'll be leaving to Hongkong in afew hrs time n will be back on th 7th of july. Finally i can go on a holidae after that 2 yrs in army. Anyway, if there is anything, jus leave me an sms k? Todae is youth day n although its gt nth to do with me, i still hope that all u youth out there enjoy this day man. make this day a really meaningful day. Go out there n enjoy. but something tell me that alot of u will be studying. Take a break man. nt saeing dont study but jus take a dae break from all that study n working n mugging. Go out n hav fun with ur frens n family. Go out with God n spend that quality time with Him. Go for it man. Aft that, it will be back to study. O's r coming for alot of u. So all the best to u guys.

I truely enjoy all the times i had with each n everyone of u that i called fren. without u, life wont be the same. Friendship is a gift from God n i thank God for that wonderful gift.

kk. will stop here. take care all. ciao.

12:45 AM

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Name: Lionel

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