Me And My Life

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

some updates of my week.... well, for the last exam, i think i did nt bad. but im oso nt sure how i'll get. but i dont really wanna think abt it cos im gonna let God to take control.

Sch had been aright for me... more slack oready cos the ending of the semester is coming. my practical is over n left the exams. so i will hav some daes off if its on a practical day. about the theorys, most of it is done so jus got to wait for the exams to come n for me to study. Im still kind of lazy to look for my attachment. i need strength man. i need to find one. but i donno where. i need to pray about it.

one thing in my mind right now is that when im having my attachment, i wont be able to go to church that often n im afraid to fall deeper n deeper. even right now, i noe that my walk with God isn't as gd n i noe that i hav nt put in the effort to go back to Him. Sometimes i blame on God for letting me be so far away but the truth is its nt His fault but my own. He has given me the freedom to make choices but i hav been making the wrong choice. walking the wrong path. i need to go back to God. i need to climb back up. i need to noe how to do that. i hate it when i always think of all this n i dont do anything about it. i hate to climb up n fall again n each time i fall, i fall even harder. currently, im serving jyc n as a leader, i dont wan them to follow my footstep. to do wat i do. God teach me how.

Sundae, yc was great man. worship was powerful n word was awsome. uncle sam was our speaker n he spoke abt man to raise up. to be resposible n be "the man". i was quite suprise at myself when i didn't really feel tired during that sermon. n i wasn't even playing games on my fone. but instead, i was jus listening to wat uncle sam was saeing. he started of with a short worship n in that worship, i felt that God is in the house. I felt the peace. n when he start speaking, i jus cant take my eyes of him. dont even wan to go toilet. haha. i went to sit alone that a corner n listen n the things he said really impacted me alot. n its true that GUYS should raise up n do wat is right. Thank u uncle sam. n his magic trick is cool man. i wanna learn but i shall nt. cos the fun part is to be amaze. it wont be that exciting if u oready noe that trick isn't it. haha. so yup.

yesterdae, we had a surprise for queen... n she was surprise abt 3 times in a row. hahaha... im glad that she is happy. todae is her actual birthdae so..... HAPPY BIRTHDAY to U. age doesn't really matter oready but her heart is still as young as how God created it to be. Soft n Caring. Thank you queen jie jie for everything.

about surprising her, matt,benw,andy,brian n me went to pool fusion to play. played abt 1 hr n was kind of tired so everybody headed back home.

todae, 3 of my cell leaders had departed to a place where God had called them to go. Jing, dawn n reggie. im sure gonna miss all of them but im gonna miss reggie the most. she is my mentor. the one i turn to if i need anything. the one i can share with. the one that pulls me back to the right path. Thank u mentor.

after sending them back, i was to go to sch but i was late n so i went home instead. will be watching movie tonite with some of the yc ppl n im looking forward to that show. hope its gd.

tmr i wont be having sch cos thursdae im having my big big exam le. so tmr im gonna rest n do abit of my work. haha. so fast n its the big exam. hope to do well in this. i think this exam is abt the same as the previous one but jus slightly different. nt sure how it is like yet so ya... got to be prepared for it.

maybe going for a swim later.... see how lah. haha... jarnei.

9:53 AM

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Name: Lionel

if you think you are beaten; you are if you think you dare not, you dont if you'd like to win, but you think you cant it's almost a cinch you wont if you think you'll lose; you lost for out in the world we find sucess begins with a person's faith it's all in the state of mind life's battles dont always go to the stronger or faster hand they go to the one who trusts in God and always thinks "i can!"

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