Me And My Life

Sunday, March 11, 2007

A little update on wat i did this past few daes.

well, this week in sch had been reallyh tiring n kind of bad. i was having alot to do in the kitchen n somehow ppl make me get really fed up. i noe that i shouldn't be this way. as a christian, wat would they think of me. wat would they think of christian when they see wat kind of attitute i've gt. having so much in my mind. abt sch, attachment, frens, relationships. in my mind, there r oready so much to think abt. n due to the heat n stress i hav in the kitchen makes it worse. one thing i realised that when doing cooking, u cant hav this kind of moods cos it really spoil ur dae n it spoil the dishes u make. hope this wont happen again.

during sch on thurs, i recived a sms that shock me for quite some time. the sms was send by emily n queenie. at first, i thought it was a joke but after thinking for awhile, emily dont really sms me so it couldn't be a joke at all n y would anyone play such joke. so after realising all this, i really gt nothin to sae but was thinking alot. i guess my frens in sch realised that i was really stone on that dae. sori to my partner n to my frens that i was so stone n blur on that dae.

To auntie May, i noe i hav wasted the chance to tell her this n i would nv hav the chance to do so. but auntie May had taught me alot abt love n to care. abt life. i remb, when i first came to church, i was really afriad of her. cos she would scold me (in a gd way) when im doing things that i shouldn't do. like once i was playing ball indoor n she told me nt to cos the cantonese congregation is ard. at first i didn't like her cos of her scolding, but i realised that she scold is to teach me. thank u auntie may for everything that u hav done. you hav bless me so much. thank u.

todae was combined. after that went to macs to eat then headed to church. played captains ball. the wether todae was hot man. we played under the afternoon sun n i am like burn. even my eyes is red due to the sun... okok my eyes always red. hehe.

anyway, i wanna sae to many of my frens that im sori for at times become moody n emo. haha. sometimes im jus sian, sometimes im jus tired so sometimes i dont tok much n i start to stone. n i hav alot in my mind a times so hope u guys understand. but thank u for cheering me up. i appreciate it.

im going to slp... tired tired. haha.... jarnei.

9:24 PM

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Name: Lionel

if you think you are beaten; you are if you think you dare not, you dont if you'd like to win, but you think you cant it's almost a cinch you wont if you think you'll lose; you lost for out in the world we find sucess begins with a person's faith it's all in the state of mind life's battles dont always go to the stronger or faster hand they go to the one who trusts in God and always thinks "i can!"

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