Thursday, January 18, 2007
hello all... its been awhile ah... due to my lousy comp that i rarely use it now. started sch this week n so far, its been really gd. sometimes look forward to go to sch. frens there r really great. funny n able to tok to n joke ard. infact, i hav nv hav a class like this before. jus first day of sch, n it seems like we hav known each other for awhile. thats how close were. 26 ppl in the class n even going out for lunch, 26 of us go together. haha. but jus yesterdae, my class was upset over something cos one of my teacher got sack for some reason. ohh well.
reading at others blog, alot of them r having such great time having to spend time with frens n stuff. like catching up with one another. i wan that too but i felt that as they r doing so, im not. infact, im drifting away from alot of my frens. tried going out with them n stuff but jus felt so left out. felt like they dont noe me oready. maybe i shouldn't care abt church ppl anymore as in catch up with them. cos they hav their own click oready. i think its time to mix with another grp of ppl. i was really upset yesterdae cos firstly, of my teacher who gt sack n seondly, of some who i think is kind of irresponsible. some who wouldn't reply my sms. some who sae meet at a place but in the end didn't turn up or had change plan n didn't bother to tell me. some who plan to meet but was late n didn't bother to call. haiz... i wonder y ppl r like that. dont they noe how ppl will feel. i wonder r they worth being called my frens at all. i hope they r but sometimes i jus wonder. even church frens do that. wat kind of a teaching is that.
really no mood lah. dont think i'll even ask them whether they r free or not. no point. hate being PS. hate being use. hate this kind of ppl. sori.
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