Me And My Life

Monday, August 28, 2006

hello... i hav been kind of lazy updating this blog man. hehe. jus woke up n im still tired. well, hav been going to sch n stuff n im starting to dislike it alot but i noe that thats nt wat im suppose to feel. so im trying to forcus on it n make it fun but its so hard. todae i was having this programming funtamental lesson n i was feeling so nt gd. even aft sch, i kept thinking of it n i wanna do well n get gd results but the thought of it makes me think that i cannot make it. its so hard larh.... all the codes n s tuff u hav to remember. if u were to ask me any question abt it, i really donno how to ans u. i jus hope that i'll get to familarise with the codes soon. n the maths is killing me. im nt gd maths in the first place n nw, the maths r harder n the teaching is going so fast. tried asking ppl but they do nt noe how to do oso. hiya... the reason y i wanna do well is nt only because of the diploma. but because i wanna proof to some that i can make it. im nt useless. n i really dont wan them to think of me that way. n on sun, during service, i couldn't concentrate so i went down for a drink n i didn't wanna go back up for service. this sister was there n she kept asking me to go up but i didn't wanna go up n she said that im useless, im hopeless n i noe that she doesn't mean it at all but deep down, those she said really bother me alot. n i kept thinking of the words she said n i jus felt that im really useless n hopeless.

nt only in studies but oso in my walk with God. sign... i need to go back to God. i need Him to be in charge once again. n for studies, i need to pay attention more n nt let others pull me down. Lord help me.

6:25 PM

the guy

Name: Lionel

if you think you are beaten; you are if you think you dare not, you dont if you'd like to win, but you think you cant it's almost a cinch you wont if you think you'll lose; you lost for out in the world we find sucess begins with a person's faith it's all in the state of mind life's battles dont always go to the stronger or faster hand they go to the one who trusts in God and always thinks "i can!"

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