Me And My Life

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

Argh..... I really feel like giving up oready. Someone save me.

Lord, the feeling i am having nw is jus bringing me down n i ask God that You will take that feeling away. That feeling is jus killing me n im trying so hard to fight it n keep it away from ppl but Lord to this very hr, i ask that You take it away n You come n take over this. You've seen my hurt in this situation n i noe that You r there beside me when this happen. N i realised through all this that You hav taught me alot. Lord, frenship to me is very important but i'm nt gonna put friendship first anymore n i ask that You be first in my life. Amen

todae, went cycling with Jasmine tan n barney. it was fun. n while cycling, i was reminded of my past. this things that hav happen to me n some other ppl. the probs with frenships. n i was tearing abit when i was reminded abt it n i jus do nt noe wat to do. i was wondering how come frenships can ended up like this. From being close fren to becoming below jus fren. N it did nt happen as time pass but it happen over nite. n i was wondering, it is my fault that all this hav happen. What did i do wrong that this has happen? i started to hav lots of qus abt this. i thought that i knew so much abt being a gd fren but thinking back, i realised that i wasn't gd enough to many ppl. i keep making ppl sad. But, sometimes i jus blame myself for the things i did but i do nt noe wat i did wrong n they wouldn't tell me. n i wonder again. is it me or r they jus having moodswing. well, i jus hope that in future, things will get better. n im still learning to be a gd fren to everyone.

N if ever u all do nt like wat i did or sae or watever, pls pls tell me. Cos i wanna noe my wrong n i wanna learn from it. thank u.

2:46 AM

the guy

Name: Lionel

if you think you are beaten; you are if you think you dare not, you dont if you'd like to win, but you think you cant it's almost a cinch you wont if you think you'll lose; you lost for out in the world we find sucess begins with a person's faith it's all in the state of mind life's battles dont always go to the stronger or faster hand they go to the one who trusts in God and always thinks "i can!"

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