Me And My Life

Wednesday, May 03, 2006

AHHHH!!! its getting nearer n nearer. im gonna be out of army soon. it seem like a short time but its 2 yrs. Abt 2 more months n im done with it. Really cant wait for that dae to come. well, hav been packing my stuff in camp. packing all the things that i need to bring back home. But as i was packing, i jus felt the sadness. of cos im happy to leave army n go study again but when i was packing, i jus felt sad to leave that place. The place i hav been in for 2 yrs. The bed that i slept on for abt 2 yrs. The walk from my main gate to my company line. ohh man... hav nt even left that place n i've somehow missing it. most important, my frens who was with me for that 2 yrs. i'll nv forget them. Nv forget the things we did together through this 2 yrs. the battles we fought together. haha... thinking of it makes me laugh.

Going to study real soon n i gt to get ready for it. i noe its nt gonna be the same as before but its time to pull up my socks n get ready. Somehow, im afraid. Afraid of going to sch n play instead of studying. Afraid that i might lose my forcus in studying. But there is one thing for sure is that i hav frens to help me along n nt forgetting i hav a BIG BIG God.

Gonna update on my walk with HIM... =)
i hav been backsliding for awhile n i jus felt so alone. Felt like God isn't that. Felt like i hav no one to turn to. But all that was in the past. Afew weeks ago, i gt to noe a fren. This fren that knock some sense into me n woke me up from the black world. This fren who repeatedly reminded me to do my QT. Who encourage me to do the right thing. Who help me up when i fall. This fren that God has put into my life. Nw, im jus feeling God. n i jus wanna get closer to Him. Im so desperate to hold onto Him n nv to let it go again. FAITH is wat i need.

Heavenly father, You r my fortress. You r my strength. Lord, i do nt wanna do this out of my own strength but i wanna do things with You. Lord, would u come n take over once again. Im hunger n desperate for You n i wanna hold You n see Your face. Lord, i pray n ask that You open up my ears so that i could hear You even more n i pray that You open up my eyes so that i could see u so much more clearer. Take from me my life n use it for Your glory. Thank You Lord. Amen.

Artist: Third Day Title: Take My Life

Chorus:
Please take from me my life
When I don't have the strength
to give it away to You
Please take from me my life
When I don't have the strength
to give it away to You Jesus

Verse 1:
How many times have I turned away
The number is the same as the sand on the shore
But every time You've taken me back
And now I pray You do it once more.

Chorus:
Please take from me my life
When I don't have the strength
to give it away to You
Please take from me my life
When I don't have the strength
to give it away to You Jesus

Verse 2:
How many times have I turned away
The number is the same as the stars in the sky
But every time You've taken me back
And now I pray You do it tonight.

Chorus:
Please take from me my life
When I don't have the strength
to give it away to You
Please take from me my life
When I don't have the strength
to give it away to You Jesus.

7:20 PM

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Name: Lionel

if you think you are beaten; you are if you think you dare not, you dont if you'd like to win, but you think you cant it's almost a cinch you wont if you think you'll lose; you lost for out in the world we find sucess begins with a person's faith it's all in the state of mind life's battles dont always go to the stronger or faster hand they go to the one who trusts in God and always thinks "i can!"

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