Monday, February 13, 2006
LIFE sux... u noe wat, i hate this life im having rite nw. thinking abt God gave me this life. but all i think rite nw is that this life really is meaningless. i ask myself y everytime im feeling so shit. the feeling i hated the most is this. the feeling that i cant explain. but all i noe is that this feeling sux to core. make me wanna jump of a building. make me jus wanna end this miserable life. wats the meaning of life when u dont get wat u wan in it. rite nw, i jus feel like cursing n swearing at no one.
CHURCH... wats the point of going to church when my attitute is like that. going to church nw is jus a waste of time. go church oso nv go service n end up downstairs donno doing wat. go cell oso nv learn anything. go in one ear n out the other. wats the point rite? im jus wasted time. wasting God's time n mine. somemore i dont drag myself into it but oso others who notice me. i jus wanna me drag down alone n nt others.
so ppl... jus stay far far away from me cos i dont wanna get involve in all this anymore. n i dont wan u to get involve.
even the one that is closest to me. find it so hard to tok to u. nw even on the fone.
ARGH.... i jus dont wanna sae anymore le.
I GIVE UP!!!
1:30 AM
