Saturday, August 06, 2005
wat life can be.
well, hav not updated this blog for awhile. partly because i do not hav time to update it due to the ndp n the carnival in marina south. n it haven even finish yet. im quite sick n tired of going to maina south le. perform for everyone to see but no one was there. its like weekends r burn. time r wasted. wats the point man. having so much probs lately.
Wat to do??? y hav all this happen? i hav told very little ppl abt this but this is getting too far. well, i hav this really good fren who i treated him like a brother to me. but one dae, he did something bad n was thrown into jail. dont really remember how long was that. went to visit him one dae n he told me to do something for him. he ask me to take care of his younger sister n so i promise him that. so now, his sister i like a sister to me. after having to go into army, i wont hav enough time for that girl so i ask me other gd fren to take care of her. not long ago, i recived a fone call n it was from that girl. n wat i heard from her really piss me off. she told me that she was rape. n rape by who? she was rape by that so call "gd fren" of mine. now the prob is this. how am i gonna tell my brother wat happen to his sis? how am i gonna explain it to him? its partly my fault that this happen cos im the one who ask the "gd fren" to take care of her. i donno man.
still got so many probs in me that i dont wanna sae. argh... wats happening to me. how i wish i could jus go somewhere far away on my own n nv come back again. i donno.
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