Me And My Life

Saturday, June 04, 2005

HOW COME?

Im jus so lazy man. is church really my home? is church really wat i can call home? i use to like going to church even when its not for service or power hour. i use to go becos i like that place. i love hanging out with the ppl there. but now, its like so diff. when ever i go to church, all i wan to do is jus to rest or jus to hang out there. all i wan to do is jus to chat with ppl there. but i donno y when ever i go to church, its like time to work. ppl started asking me to do this n do that which i do not wan to do cos i jus wanna rest. its like....
"lionel, can u bring the table down to 3 floor?"
"lionel, can u go buy lunch or dinner?"
"lionel, can u help me do this?"
"lionel lionel lionel......"
when ever they ask me, i normally dont sae anything but in my heart, im feeling this. ppl can sae that im such a slack. im jus so lazy. im this im that but i dont even care at all. ppl can jus sae wat ever comments they wan but i jus dont care. thats jus me lah. n nothin can change that. im jus who i am n not a single soul can change that attitute of mine. i donno y im piss over such a small thing. sometimes, i jus wonder y i got such a stinky attitute. a attitute that everybody hates. the qus always goes "WHY? WHY? WHY?"

Give up or not, i wonder.

May, Abi: u see, im like 2 diff person from when u see me n in my blog rite? i donno wat to sae lah. haiz.

9:26 PM

the guy

Name: Lionel

if you think you are beaten; you are if you think you dare not, you dont if you'd like to win, but you think you cant it's almost a cinch you wont if you think you'll lose; you lost for out in the world we find sucess begins with a person's faith it's all in the state of mind life's battles dont always go to the stronger or faster hand they go to the one who trusts in God and always thinks "i can!"

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